Sacrifice

Ever feel like you are trapped in a situation where every escape seem to elude your mind? You are stuck in a given position where you put yourself into. You cant back out nor can you leave because you signed up for it. It's like making a deal with the devil and starting to feel the backfires little by little. Its painful, uncomfortable and takes all energy that you may have. You cant say whats on your mind because some things are better left unsaid. You cant fuss nor cry about it because truth be told you have to stay put. I would never wish this on any person. Its like your mind is speaking but you rather bite your tongue than let the words come out. Its like having frustration bottling up and boiling but instead of unleashing it you try to calm down... You try to soothe all your negative energy. And yet in this situation, frustration seems to stalk you like your own shadow. But, what I have realized is that sometimes in life, we have to do many things that we may not like. We all have responsibilities, people to answer to, dreams to fulfill and in order to achieve all those goals that we have set for ourselves, we have to be willing to do some sacrifices. I guess this would be one more sacrifice that I will have to bare with, and a cross that I will have to carry until further notice.

Stay Strong,
Gigi